during my lucid interval

I asked my friends through sending text messages, "Sa tingin mo mabubulag ako kung palagi akong umiidlip suot yung contacts ko?" (Do you think I'll go blind if I frequently take naps with my contact lens on?)

Thanks for those who replied. I'm frightened to go blind. I'll be very careful from now on and wouldn't be lazy to take off my contacts.

I'll need these eyes when I start travelling to see the wonders of the world. =)


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After watching so many romance flicks, I'm now convinced that I'm too panget and mataba to be wanted by someone.

Don't you think it is too cliche when a gorgeous hunk gets the hot chick? --> it's making me sick.


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I wanted you guys to know that I'm trying my very best to appear mature in my blog entries. In spite of that, my immaturity is hard to conceal. I'm still a kid at the age of twenty. I have very limited things to offer since I have little mundane experiences. Plus being a poor writer wouldn't help. I'm having a hard time expressing myself.

So I want to thank those who spend some of their precious time reading my posts and more thanks to those who bother to add comments and shout-outs. =)

As a return, all I can offer you is HONESTY.

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Congratulations University of Santo Tomas for winning the 69th UAAP Cheerdance Competition.

It's my first time to watch it live in Araneta Coliseum.

I had a great time. I don't mind watching it again next year eventhough I'm already an alumni.


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My best friend and I watched a rock concert where she saw her ex-boyfriend. Well she knew that he'll be there but what she didn't expect is that he'll appear with some girl.

We watched from afar how the girl wipes his sweat after performing on the stage (He has his own band) and how sweet they are to each other. My best friend said that we should leave the place for she cannot take it anymore.

As we walk away, I saw that she's already teary-eyed. Then I said, "Bakit ka umiiyak?" (why are you in tears?)
And here's what she replied, "Kasi hinde ako manhid, Marelle." (Because I'm not insensitive, Marelle.)

This happened a couple of months ago but it is still imprinted on my mind. It left me wondering if I'm really insensitive.

To my best friend, I'm sorry if I didn't feel the passion and hurt you felt that night. I want you to know that I maybe quite stupid, insensitive and often useless but I'll always be here for you.

Have a happy happy birthday.


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Quoting my friend Aby:

"I still wait for him to say 'I Love You' but he tells me no more lies."

sorry. I'm just feeling a lil bit mellow dramatic.


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I'm a girl living either in the past or in the future but never in the present.

As I waited on the bus stop this morning, this line from Sugarfree's song is keep on playing on my head.

"Di ko na kayang mabuhay sa kahapon."

laterdays!